So, Nicole was about to begin studying. I called her to hang out. She told me she was busy studying. I asked when she'd be free. She thought about it, and replied, "I'm pretty much busy until July." She wasn't exaggerating. She wasn't being funny. She was actually busy studying until July. It was early April. (No small aside: she rocked the exam.) By that time, I already knew I was going to med school and knew that in two years, it will be my turn to look down the list of A-K. It struck me as a small glimpse into the life ahead.
That pretty much captures the spirit of this blog. At this point, I pretty much feel that I'm busy until...2011? During first-year orientation, an academic counselor actually suggested that on our voice mail, we record something like, "Hi, you've reached Lara. I'm a first year medical student and I probably won't be able to call you back." During those first days and weeks of school, I looked at second year medical students, and wondered how they had gotten through it, how they had managed to pass their classes. How they remembered to make a sandwich after cramming so much other information into their brains.
The key is, like hot water, you get used to it. A four-year long tub of very hot water. And as soon as you think you might be used to it and you can stop squirming around, they turn on the water and crank up the heat. But day by day, month by month, time goes on and you know that if you wait it out, you'll be okay. At least, that is, until July.
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